My Parents... SHUT UP you know?

Everyone is getting something they want! Lots of my friends are happy with how things are going at school. Social and academic! I'm really happy for them! And it's not like I'm not happy at school, my grades are good. But I'm just kind of bored and my grades are kind of effortless. And if any teacher sees this, I'm not saying that you need to make your courses harder! I'm just saying that I'm a genius! Ha ha I'm kidding. And two of my friends have boyfriends that they wanted and I'm just sooooooooo bored. And I play travel soccer but my parents are really strict about it. They say I'm not trying my hardest and I'm being selfish because I'm not helping out my team or whatever! My mom was making me feel really bad and I honestly do not think I am doing that terrible! I think my parents want me to be some proffesional soccer player! And the truth is that I'm not good enough for that! I mean I'm not bragging but I am good but I just DO NOT like my coach or how my parents are pushing me! I just want them to SHUT UP. It really sucks. My mom says that some of the worst players on my team are looking better than me! And then the other issue with my travel soccer performance is me playing goalie! People tell me that I am a really good goalie, and I guess I am but I do not like it as much as the field! And my parents say that I am better at goalie than I am on the field. My coach and they say that unless I am fonominal in the field, then I will be put in as 50% goalie! It sucks! They are making me feel really crappy. I really DO NOT like my parents right now. And my mom is bugging me about eating healthy because she thinks I am getting fat. I DO NOT like it when people remark on other people's weight! And especially my own weight. I am not blind. I know what's happening with me all the time, and I don't need ANYONE else to tell me! And my BEST FRIEND teases me about my weight sometimes too! And other sucky things that are happening in my life right now is my grandma was just in the hospital because she has cancer or something and she was taking this medicine for it but it made her hand really numb. And my brother, who has A.D.H.D, is having a hard time in school because his English teacher is really disorganized and keeps changing tests and quizzes! Also, he is having a REALLY bad time with his baseball coach! The baseball coach is freaking everyone out because he is REALLY intense and mean! He actually hit a kid on the cheek already! But it wasn't like with a lot of force but it was still over the line! And my cousin is mad at me because she showed me her youtube videos and my mom saw me watching them and then she told my unlce who told my cousin's mom and now my cousin is about to get grounded! I didn't know she wasn't allowed to have youtube videos! And I'm about to go see her next week during spring break and I don't want her to be mad at me! And my dad has a pinch nerve or something and he has been really cranky lately! My mom has been really cranky also because she has been pissed about my brother's school and baseball problems, and my soccer and "eating healthy problems"! I am in a really bad mood.